teary

It's only a matter of time; I'm gonna have to take a hard look at myself because I burned a lot of bridges. I bet that when I really get into trouble, I'm gonna be all alone. It's gonna suck that I have nothing to fall back on; sometimes my mouth really lands me into trouble but with time, I don't regret so much. Since I have nobody but myself, there's so much at stake. You hope that you'll have a support troop but eventually you're gonna have to do the walking. Some people are fortunate to have been fed with a silverspoon but I wasn't blessed that way and time is running out. I have to be consumed with escaping this prison; being sidetracked by distractions like friends and love is out of the question. I've done those episodes and there's a dragon lady breathing fire and threatening to ruin me... It's gonna be a rough night. So kids, if you're bedmates with a brat, don't be stupid like me and get on her case. Trust me, karma's a bitch and I know it'll come to bite me in the ass; cuz God's fair, ya know. Plus, I never win. And even if I do, it's fleeting.

And as usual, when Ma stays home, all hell breaks loose. Her and her stupid plans and if she doesn't get what she wants, she fumes and lashes out. Maybe I should try planning this better next time. Eh, I'm just glad she's off to work tomorrow. Yay, tomorrow!